Monday, April 26, 2010

¡España es Bonita!

For those of you who may not know, I recently—very recently as I’m still here and return to Belfast tomorrow—got the chance to visit my friend Megan in Salamanca, Spain. She’s currently studying and working at a campus ministry for the Universidad de Salamanca when she’s not entertaining guests. (Which she does well!) I’ve had an amazing time, but one of the coolest experiences was church yesterday morning. I went with Megan and her flatmate Nicole to the church they attend here (one of the few non-Catholic churches in the city. Spain is still a predominately Catholic nation, and when I say ‘Catholic’ I mean the religion, not the socio-political standpoint of Northern Ireland.) Church starts at noon and generally runs until 1.15 or 1.30. It was quite an experience. Besides the fact that I understood about 1% of what was said it was really different. The guy who seemed to be acting at the pastor said some stuff which I assume to be the welcome, then read a Scripture passage, then prayed. We then sang a song (which sounded cool—‘Bendito Es,’ which means ‘Blessed Is’) and then the floor was opened to whoever wanted to say anything. Somebody would pray and read Scripture, and then someone else would shout out a song they wanted to sing and we’d all join in. And mega props to the praise band! As musical numbers were a part of the ‘free for all’ worship style no one in the band knew what we were singing before anyone else, but they played really well. We all had the same worship book full of songs, but they sounded like they’d rehearsed together for hours. My favorite was ‘Maravillosa Cruz.’ I sang the verses in English and did my best at the chorus in Spanish. We sang ‘Lord I Lift Your Name on High,’ too, which was pretty cool. (But in Spanish, of course.) After several people had read and prayed and we sang about 5 or 6 songs, we had Communion. There were 2 celebrants (one of whom was also the bass player,) and 4 people passed the elements around. It was low-key but very worshipful; reverent while being approachable and down-to-earth. The whole experience made me think that this was probably what the early church was like: a bunch of friends gathered together to read and pray and sing and learn from each other, and to share the bread and wine as they might share pinchos and sangria. Not irreverently and without thought, but naturally, like it’s second nature. It should be second nature. Of course now I want to try Communion with tortillas and sangria. I think it would be yummy. And I don’t think God would mind.


pinchos--Spanish 'pub grub'--and sangria

For more pictures from Spain, click the 'Bonita Salamanca' link under Picture Gallery to the left.

Sunday, April 4, 2010

sunday

the day has dawned,
the women have returned,
the tomb is empty,
and still I am in disbelief.
"Are you really here?
Are you really risen?
Have you really conquered death?"
I can scarcely
take it in.
I fall face down in the dirt
because that's the only place
I'm worthy enough to be.
I left you.
I spent the last hours
far from the cross,
drowning my sorrows
in all but you.
I left behind
all that I
thought true.
I betrayed
all that I
thought sacred.
still, you are here for me.
still, you rose for me.
still, you conquered death for me.
all I can do
is spit the dust
from my mouth,
lift my heart
to heaven
and cry,
"Alleluia!
Alleluia!
Alleluia!"

Saturday, April 3, 2010

saturday

were I a disciple
would I not have spent
the last hours
far from the cross?
attempting to
drown my sorrows
in wine?
in the company
of friends?
leaving behind
all that I
had thought true?
would I have
betrayed all
that I
thought sacred?
my head screams,
"NO!"
my heart admits,
"yes."
who are you?
where are you?
how can you be
who you claim you are?
yea, though I know
the end of the
Story--
I walk through
the Valley
of the
Shadow of Death
Thy rod and
Thy staff
are far from me
only because I
fail to reach
out and take them.
I am a
disciple
yet I doubt.
I am a
disciple
yet I fear changes.
I am a
disciple
yet I wonder,
"will you really rise?"
the morning
holds the answers.
I
will have
to wait
and see.
and
believe.